Am I Called? is a ministry of Dave Harvey and friends, based in Four Oaks Church, in Tallahassee, Florida. We want to help men find their call to gospel ministry and to help churches find called men.


You Can’t Get Into Ministry By Trying To Get Into Ministry

By on October 12, 2015

Most careers travel a traditional path to the top. Being a lawyer starts with getting a law degree. Then comes the Bar Exam, and if you manage to pass, you might get an entry level job at a law firm. If you’re willing to ante up with the necessary blood, sweat, and billable hours, you might get promoted to partner. My point is that you start at the bottom and work your way to the top.

Most careers work the same way. You get the necessary skills, you start at the bottom doing grunt work, and then you slowly claw your way to the top, maybe muddying a couple of middle managers as you go.

Pastoral ministry isn’t like most careers. The call to ministry isn’t necessarily revealed by the degree you have or a skill set you possess, although those things certainly play some part in ministry. Ironically, the call to ministry emerges as you diligently apply yourself to something that every other Christian is called to as well:  service in your local church.


There is a trend today of young men wanting to know their gifts and use their gifts in ministry, and to do it all very quickly!  And while the desire to be a pastor is certainly noble(1 Tim. 3: 1), the most important step in training is not to first discover the role to which you are best fitted.  Am I a church planter?  How about an evangelist?  Maybe I’m a lead pastor…I need to know, and I need to know right now!  

In Mark 10:42-43, Jesus identifies one of the most important things for any man who desires pastoral ministry:

And Jesus called them to him and said to them, “You know that those who are considered rulers of the Gentiles lord it over them, and their great ones exercise authority over them. But it shall not be so among you. But whoever would be great among you must be your servant…

Your sense of calling is not a primarily an invitation from God to find your role and place within ministry. It is first and foremost a call to be a servant. The reality is, running at service is what really delivers you into ministry. As a young Christian, I hungered to teach the bible.  But God hungered for me to be an usher and learn how to serve. His priority for me was not about what I was doing but who I was becoming. Serving in obscurity for a while can do more to shape your ministry future than a dozen years spent combing the world for the perfect ministry fit.

In science fiction, there is something called a portal. You step through a portal at one location and are transported to a completely different location. Service is the portal to ministry. Running directly at ministry will not get you into ministry.  To arrive there you must run towards another portal. Service is what transports you into a particular role and ministry location.

If you have a desire for ministry, run at serving in your local church. Go to your pastors and say, “Where does our church need the most help?” Then, do what they ask of you.


As you walk the path of service, you must be patient. Are you committed to waiting for God to bring you into ministry rather than trying to shake free of service and broker your own opportunities? It’s funny, but I find it very unusual to meet a man in ministry who does not have some kind of character-creating story of waiting on God. It seems to please God to use waiting to prepare the man. In fact, God seems to work in unique ways a man waits; ways that will ultimately shape his life and ministry.

The famous slave captain turned Christian, John Newton, became convinced that he was called to preach around the age of 33. At the time, the traditional route into ministry was through the Church of England, though there were also a number of independent churches springing up at the time.

There was just one problem: Newton couldn’t fill the role he desired. He wanted to be an Anglican pastor, but the Anglicans didn’t want him because of his lack of education and his sinful past. The independent churches wanted him, but he didn’t want to pastor an independent church. Thus began a seven year sojourn in which Newton was rejected – get this!- six times by Anglican churches. Finally, a sympathetic bishop gave him a pulpit. But the experience had God’s intended effect.  

Years later when asked to reflect on it, he concluded, “I can now see clearly, that at the time I would first have gone out, though my intention was, I hope, good in the main—yet I overrated myself, and had not that spiritual judgment and experience which are requisite for so great a service.”

Newton came to understand that the rejection he experienced was actually God preparing him for a great work of service. Let this encourage you as you wait! Time and opportunities are not passing you by. Don’t worry about your age, your lack of opportunities, the number of other qualified men you see. If God wants you to be a pastor, all the demons in hell can’t stand in the way.

In his classic book The Christian Ministry, Charles Bridges said, “The greatest and hardest preparation is within.” It is a painful truth. But don’t despise the preparatory work God is doing within you. If John Newton needed it, maybe you do as well.   


Mike Bullmore talks Preaching

By on October 6, 2015

In this episode of the “Am I Called?” podcast, Dave talks to pastor Mike Bullmore.  Mike is the senior pastor of CrossWay Community Church in Kenosha, Wisconsin, where he has served since 1998 (when the church was launched). For 15 years, Mike


Church Plant Chronicles 1 – Of Good Courage

By on September 29, 2015

(This is part one of a multi-part series on church planting.) Church planting is gutsy. I’m not trying to pat myself on the back here, but church planting is not for the faint of heart. But what’s interesting is how


Ambition Without Risk?

By on September 22, 2015

The illusion of safety on American soil was shattered by 9/11. Collapsing along with the twin towers was the assumption that our businesses, homes, families, and all our assets were safe from harm. Personal and national security became priorities for


Paul Tripp talks Suffering

By on September 17, 2015

In this episode of the “Am I Called?” podcast, Dave talks to speaker and author Paul Tripp.  They discuss: Paul’s health How God is meeting Paul in this time of physical difficulty What’s making a difference as he suffers How